Dude, I don't even know.

I feel like I don't have anything where I can just complain anymore. It used to be facebook, then everyone and their grandmother (including mine) got a facebook. Then it was twitter, now family is on twitter too. So I guess I'm glad no one reads this thing because that means that I can still rant and rave as much as my hormones will let me. They are raging today. It's been a good day though. There were a few things that annoyed me and set me off a bit but I think it's alright. I need a planner. I've got too much going on in my life right now to not have a planner. Maybe it's good that I don't have anyone else to account for right now. I don't know if I could handle it. Especially if he was clingy. I don't think I could handle that even in a normal aspect. I like this place. It lets me get my thoughts out there and let's me sort through them without fear of someone reading them and being stupid to me about it. Let's be real, this blog is for me. And if my friends want to comment on it they can. It's a way for me to get my thoughts out of my brain and onto something easier to understand. That's all. And now I'm done with my pointless rant. Bedtime.

New things?

I think I'm pretty.
I think I'm smart.
I think I have plenty of chances to be successful in my lifetime.
I will get married.
I will have children.
I know this because it's what I've dreamed of all my life. And if it doesn't happen for me then I don't know what I'll do. I really don't.
Lately I've been considering transferring to another school because I am so obviously miserable here. I want to stay in business but the two schools I would love to go to aren't on the Princeton Review Best 300 list. So my mom won't even let me consider them. I'm not really sure what to do. I know I need to get out more. I understand that. And you might ask, why don't you get out now? And the answer to that is because I have work in the morning. Lame, but I don't like to be insanely tired for work. It puts me in a bad mood. Maybe I should start trying though. I want to get better at meeting people and the only way to do that is practice. I'm sure there are people out there who would love to meet me. I'm not a completely horrible person, am I? Maybe I'll try some new things.